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Doubts..

Wed Mar 11, 2009, 10:04 AM
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: More Blink 182
  • Watching: Yu Yu Hakusho
  • Drinking: Water.
I've been having a lot of them lately.
I dunno, I think I may be going through a state of depression or something.

I feel like I am having doubts about who my true friends are. I don't even know if some of them even think of me as a friend. God, maybe its because I feel so neglected sometimes.

I've been having doubts about myself, everything I seem to do these days don't make me as happy as they used to. Sure I will laugh and smile. But I just seem to do that naturally..

Ugh and I've been having doubts about school life too. Like whether or not I will be able to graduate or if I will do well in upcoming shows for Theatre.

Right now I just feel so alone. And I hate that feeling. I've been deeply afraid to be alone. This will probably explain the reason I stay on the computer 24/7, it makes me feel like I am not alone cause there are so many people around..

DAMN IT! why do I feel this way? Could it be I really just hate life and wanna give up on it? Or have I just become really bitter towards those who have it better?

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE?

fuck..

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: uuugh Arizona sucks..
  • Interests: Theatre, Improv, gaiaonline, women, uh, women, writing and myspace?
  • Favourite movie: Zoolander, Fight Club, Donnie Darko, Wayne's World 1 & 2.
  • Favourite band or musician: BLINK 182
  • Favourite genre of music: rock? or whatever it is called these days..
  • Favourite artist: I dunno lol
  • Favourite poet or writer: still dunno lol
  • Favourite photographer: I has no clues xD
  • Favourite style of art: uh?
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod?
  • Favourite game: uhhhhh the whole FF series
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation BIZZATCH :D
  • Favourite cartoon character: uhhhhhh Its a tie between, L and Kenshin Himura
  • Personal Quote: Believing you are different and being different are different things. So try not to do them the same

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Who I really am


I am that boy who will listen to you, anyone really.

I am that boy who will try to make you smile. Always.

I am that boy who will stop what he is doing and help with your problems.

I am that boy who loves to love and hates to hate.





I am he who sits alone and thinks about the past, present, and future.

I am he who stands outside in the rain and watches the day go by.

I am he who lays in the grass and listens to the wind.





My name is Mark Jason Magsino Santos.

And this is who I really am.



I am an 'artist'

I am a 'musician'

I am a 'friend'

I am a 'brother'

I am a 'son'



and most importantly



I am me..

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*firewater409 Nov 4, 2009, 6:34:34 PM
Why hello there L. Thank you for leading us to the pocky, we knew you were a genius.

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Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.
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~MrMarkSantos Nov 4, 2009, 9:10:11 PM
Hello to you too. It was all in the name of pocky and sugary sweets of course. No one should live life without having a stick of pocky. <3

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*firewater409 Nov 5, 2009, 7:14:53 PM
:iconbowplz: I knew you were a genius.

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Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.
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~MrMarkSantos Nov 5, 2009, 8:45:23 PM
So, which one were you. So I can get a better idea of who I am talking to. C:

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*firewater409 Nov 6, 2009, 4:40:03 PM
Nekozawa (the one with the black cloak, if you don't know the character)

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~skittles-person Nov 3, 2009, 5:56:43 PM
Thanks for the stick of pocky :3
And helping us on our journey to find some more pocky.
Sorry we stalked you for half of Saturday xD;;

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~Miatzu May 15, 2009, 7:00:49 PM
Yooooou said I should post my yearbook comment here... so...
MARK (or marc, marque, marckque, lol),
It's been a great year, huh? Even if we haven't become ~bffls for life~ or anything, I'm still glad as hell to have met you. you've helped me (inadvertently) come out of my shy freshmen shell with improv and theater in general. for that, thankyouthankyouthankyou!!! haha
But listen. i can tell you're gonna go far in life, what with going to college and being so damn creative and a musical and acting genius. just don't forget us underclassmen when you're out there, having fun! make sure to drop by our theater when you have the chance, kay?
Now, in your own words, take care of yourself, okay?
-~Me~

(lol, sorry for wall of text. typing takes so much less effort than writing, it makes it so much easier to leave novels)

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~RedZeppelin6 Apr 28, 2009, 3:28:40 PM
By the way. Donnie Darko, sick movie =p I love it!

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Hast Du etwas Zeit für michDann singe ich ein Lied fuer Dich
Von 99 Luftballons.
Syler <//3 why? why? why? You were so bad ass! first Elle dies and now you're gone!
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~MrMarkSantos May 1, 2009, 12:44:31 AM
bwahah yeah man. Its a great movie. I wonder how S. Darko is gonna turn out..

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